22 July 2018

Faith vs. Works: A False Tension



Matthew 25:31-46 and James 2:14-26

Ninth Sunday after Pentecost

Are we saved - justified, made righteous, accepted by God - through our faith or our works? This question came to a head during the Protestant Reformation. Martin Luther (1483-1546) and the other reformers stressed faith—Sole fide!/Faith Alone!in contrast to the apparent Roman Catholic emphasis on works (doing good deeds, cashing in the merits of the saints). It feels as if we're caught in a cage fight between Paul and James.  Paul, representing “faith,” and James, “works.”  Paul vs. James.  Faith vs. works.  Or, at least that’s how it’s been framed, especially since the Reformation.  Protestants claim that we are justified by faith.  Protestants claim that Roman Catholics believe we are justified by works, by good deeds, and the good works the saints.  Roman Catholic theology suggests that we are justified by faith and works.  But it’s complicated, and I really don’t want to relive the Reformation—and I don’t think you want to either.

But we need to spend a little time there.  When Martin Luther “rediscovered” the gospel in his reading of Romans 3, it transformed his life.  Up to that time he was living under the excruciating burden of trying to earn the favour of a demanding, judging God, working to atone for his sins, wrestle with his guilt, his doubt, the struggles of his life.  He was existentially challenged by the question—how can one stand justified before a just God? Luther said, “I hated the word ‘justice of God,’…the justice by which God punishes sinners and the unjust.”[1]  During a religious experience, in 1519, he came to see that we are justified by grace, freely given by God, which we receive through faith.  Paul wrote to the Christian community in Rome, “For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God; they are now justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus, whom God put forward as sacrifice of atonement by his blood, effective through faith” (Romans 3:23-24).  Justified by grace as a gift…effective through faith.  We hear this echoed in Ephesians, “For it is by grace you have been saved through faith, and this is not your own doing, it is the gift of God” (Eph. 2:8).  Luther’s rediscovery of the gospel was more than an intellectual exercise.  It was the result of a profound psycho-theological experience that pierced his soul, offered release from the psychological demons that possessed and bound him, thus setting him free, “fired into the world,” as Luther said, “with a velocity not my own.”

It was because of Luther’s discovery of grace, and the new value that he placed on grace, which led him to be suspicious of any view that diluted or distorted its importance.  For many years of his life he suffered under the thought that he could only be justified in the eyes of a demanding God through doing good works, striving to do good, being good.  As we know, that’s a losing battle.  That’s why Luther was suspicious of the book of James.  Because James seems to convey a different message than Paul’s.  James writes, “What good is it, my brothers and sisters, if you say you have faith but do not have works? So faith by itself, if it has no works, is dead.Thus the scripture was fulfilled that says, ‘Abraham believed God, and it was reckoned to him as righteousness’, and he was called the friend of God. You see that a person is justified by works and not by faith alone” (James 2:23-24).  Luther didn’t like the book of James.  He wanted it excised from the New Testament.  Luther called it the “epistle of straw.”  The reason he didn’t like it, and wanted it removed was because if James stood on its own, if we had only James and not the rest of the New Testament, we would never hear the good news of God’s grace. 

In response to the Reformation, the Roman Catholics gathered at the Council of Trent, which met between 1545 and 1563, to solidify their base, and correct the “heresies” of the Protestants.  Canon 9 from Trent’s Decree of Justification states: “If anyone says that the sinner is justified by faith alone, so that he understands that nothing else is required to cooperate in order to obtain the grace of justification, and that it is not in any way necessary that he be prepared and disposed by the action of his own will, let him be anathema.” So, there you have it.

This tension between faith and works didn’t originate during the Reformation, it goes back to the early church; and it's still alive today.  If we return to James and Paul, and their apparent contradictions, we see that this, too, is complex.  We know from the book of Acts that James, along with Peter, were leaders of the church in Jerusalem.  We know that Paul and James were at odds with each other at times. You could say they had issues. James was the leader of Jewish Christians in the land of the Jews, who understood following Jesus as a Jewish thing, and continued to observe Torah (the Law). Paul, a Jew, felt called to spread the gospel to the Gentiles, to the non-Jewish communities in the Roman Empire, and never required Gentiles to become Jews, never required Gentiles to follow Torah in order to be followers of Jesus.  James and Paul had to work things out, as the early church as a whole had to work out the Jewish-Gentile question.  But it would be incorrect to suggest that James was written in response to Paul’s radical ideas.[2] 

The contemporary popular writer Reza Aslan, who is not a Bible scholar, suggests otherwise in his best-seller Zealot. Aslan suggests that, “…while James and Paul were living, James strongly resisted Paul’s law-free version of the gospel. As Aslan puts it, James “excoriated the heretic Paul for abandoning the Torah.[3]  This might sound sensational, but it isn’t anything new; the idea goes back at least to the early nineteenth century, to the German biblical scholar Ferdinand Christian Baur (1792-1860). Contemporary New Testament scholars completely reject F. C. Baur, and Aslan’s claims.  It’s incorrect to suggest that James was written in response to Paul.  We don’t really know who wrote James, it was probably not the James mentioned in Acts, who knew Paul.  Scholars suspect that the author of James was influenced by James, and the epistle of James was probably responding to the pro-grace/anti-works sentiment that we find in Ephesians, which wasn’t written by Paul, but someone influenced by Paul’s ministry.[4]  I told you it was complex.

While Paul is certainly the theologian of grace, he never, ever said that as a follower of Christ that works are unimportant. Paul never tells people to avoid good works or that works don’t matter; he never says you just have to believe.  He never suggests that participating “en Christos,” in Christ, one of his favorite phrases, exempts one from doing good.  He encouraged his people to care for the needs of the saints (Rom. 12:13), offer hospitality (Rom. 12:13; 1 Tim. 5:10), to suffer with those that suffer and rejoice with those that rejoice (1 Cor. 12:13), he called them to a love that is patient and kind, that bears, believes, hopes, endures all things (1 Cor. 13:4-7).  For Paul, as a Jew, one’s life with God always has an ethical dimension.  There are plenty of places where Paul says that we will be judged for our works.  “Salvation is by grace but judgment is according to works; works are the conditions of remaining “in” but they do not earn salvation.”[5]

Works matter because, according to Paul, God is working out something through us, through our lives: salvation, redemption, justice.  Doesn’t Paul say to the Philippians, “Work out your salvation with fear and trembling” (Phil. 2:12)? When we are in Christ we become co-workers with the “work” of God in the world; when we experience the grace of God we begin to realize what God is doing in us and through us.  Paul writes to the Philippians, “I am confident that he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion until the day of Jesus Christ” (Phil. 1:6).

In this sense, what we have in James, in fact, resonates with Paul.  Faith without works is dead.  Faith alone—that is, sterile belief, merely affirming theological ideas through intellectual assent, simply accepting the beliefs of your family or community or nation—doesn’t count for much unless your faith is flowing from grace and is then enacted, embodied, lived out in your life in concrete, tangible ways.  As I shared last week, when we reduce Christian truth to ideas and belief, we can say, “I believe in God” or “I believe Jesus was the Son of God” or “I believe Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior,” and think that’s good enough.  Then we can go about living our life with little or no evidence that such confessions have made any difference.  This is called functional atheism. 

The great African-American mystic and theologian Howard Thurman (1899-1981) said something similar, “The real atheist is not necessarily the [one] who denies the existence of God but rather the [one] who, day after day, and week after week, subscribes to a faith in God with [one’s] lips while acting on the vital assumption that there is no God.”[6] We need to be reading more Thurman these days.

Faith vs. works?  It’s a false tension, a false dichotomy. As is true with the most profound truths in the world, “either/or” thinking never takes us far.  The tension of “both/and” is the way of paradox, it’s the royal way of the Holy.  The church has always known that faith and works go together.  Cyprian (c.200-258), the Bishop of Carthage, writing in the third century said, “How can a man say that he believes in Christ, who does not do what Christ commanded him to do? Or when shall he attain to the reward of faith, who will not keep the faith of the commandment?”  And what is the one new commandment that Christ summons us to live out? That we love another (Jn. 13:34).

It is grace that justifies us, and that grace then activates something in us that evokes  deeper faith and trust in God and faithful action from us.  Grace is always generative.  It generates further acts of grace, inspires courageous demonstrations of love and sacrifice and even suffering for the sake of the beloved.  When we experience God’s grace we become more graceful. When we accept God’s acceptance of us in our sin, we become more accepting. Grace unlocks the doors of our hearts, hearts that live in fearful, narrow, confined spaces.  Grace flings the doors of our hearts wide open and leads us out to broader place to live and breathe. When we experience the expansiveness of grace, we find ourselves being more expansive in our views and actions. When we’ve been on the receiving end of God’s generosity, we become more generous, we become cheerful in our giving, to the point of hilarity, for God loves a hilarious giver” (2 Cor. 9:7). When you know that God has not withheld love from you—and you know this in the core of your being, the depths of your soul—you find yourself free to give your love away, holding nothing back. When you realize that God’s grace flows from a deep, unfathomable source that gushes up and pours down upon us like a fountain (one of Calvin’s favorite images of God), grace upon grace flowing down upon us, pouring into our lives, we then find ourselves pouring out grace upon all God’s children. I’ve found that it often flows quite naturally, you don’t have think about it, you often don’t have to work at it, it flows almost unconsciously. 

Our heart opens to God and then God opens our heart—or God opens our hearts and then we open our hearts—and then our hearts break with compassion for our neighbour, for “the least of these,” whomever crosses the threshold of our lives.  When we experience God’s mercy, we find ourselves doing “works of mercy,” as Dorothy Day (1897-1980) founder of the Catholic Workers movement, put it.  “The corporal works of mercy,” she said, “are to feed the hungry, to give drink to the thirsty, to clothe the naked, to ransom the captive, to harbor the harborless, to visit the sick, and to bury the dead.”[7]

Yes, there are times when we need to choose to love, choose to be compassionate, that we have work at it—and it’s tough, very tough. There are times when we don’t want to be loving, don’t want to be compassionate, don’t want to be forgiving.  It’s a fight.  We have to choose.  But even these choices are driven by the desire of love flowing through us.  For the most part, it’s not the result of a conscious decision; it flows naturally. 

This, it seems to me, was Jesus’ point in the parable.  The sheep were doing the work of the kingdom without even trying to do the work of the kingdom; they were just being themselves, who they knew themselves to be by virtue of their status in the kingdom, they were caring for the vulnerable, the marginalized, the hungry, strangers, those in prison—not because they had to, not because it was expected of them, not because it was the proper thing to do, not because it was the “Christian” thing to do, not because they were trying to impress their neighbors, and not because they were trying to work their way into heaven. The righteous were unaware that they did anything to merit the kingdom. The sheep were not conscious that they were even encountering Jesus, they were just following their hearts, doing what was right, without working at it.  And in the process of being guided by love, they stumbled upon Jesus—who identifies not with the rich and powerful, not with those with privilege, not with the majority nor the status quo, but almost always with the outcasts, the strangers, the hungry, and the imprisoned, those abandoned by the world, forsaken by society, those society considers “weak.”  For God is—first—the God of the oppressed.  Jesus wants to “open our eyes to a deeper dimension of life” beyond the realm of law, with its rules and regulations, its duties and responsibilities.[8]

I will close with a reading from an early Christian text, the letter of Clement to the Christian community in Corinth.  It was written between the years 70 and 140.  It addresses this works/faith tension and beautifully resolves it. Being justified by grace, our life in Christ yields acts and works of goodness.  Works is evidence of the faith at work in us.  After praising the faith of Abraham and others, Clement writes, “All these, therefore, were highly honored, and made great, not for their own sake, or for their own works, or for the righteousness which they wrought, but through the operation of [God’s] will. And we, too, being called by [God’s] will in Christ Jesus, are not justified by ourselves, nor by our own wisdom, or understanding, or godliness, or works which we have wrought in holiness of heart; but by that faith through which, from the beginning, Almighty God has justified all men; to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen.”

“What shall we do?” he asks.  “Shall we become slothful in well-doing, and cease from the practice of love? God forbid that any such course should be followed by us! But rather let us hasten with all energy and readiness of mind to perform every good work. For the Creator and Lord of all Himself rejoices in His works ... We see, then, how all righteous men have been adorned with good works, and how the Lord Himself, adorning Himself with His works, rejoiced. Having therefore such an example, let us without delay accede to His will, and let us work the work of righteousness with our whole strength.”[9]

So, let us hasten with all energy and readiness of mind to perform every good work—working the work of righteousness, reconciliation, goodness, justice with our whole strength.  For, like Paul, “I am confident that the one who began a good work in us will bring it to completion.”




[1] Martin Luther cited here.
[2] Greg Carey, “James and Paul,” The Huffington Post, 13th November 2013.
[3] Reza Aslan, Zealot: The Life and Times of Jesus of Nazareth (Random House, 2013), 197, cited in Carey.
[4] Carey.
[5]E. P. Sanders, Paul and Palestinian Judaism (Philadelphia: Fortress Press, 1977).
[6] From an unpublished essay “Barren or Fruitful?”  Cited in Howard Thurman, A Strange Freedom: The Best of Howard Thurman on Religious Experience and Public Life, eds. Walker Earl Fluker and Catherin Tumber (Boston: Beacon Press, 1999), 27.
[7] Dorothy Day, Dorothy Day: Selected Writings, ed. Roberts Ellsberg (Maryknollw, NY: Orbis Books, 2005).
[8] From Rudolf Bultmann’s sermon on this text, cited by David Congdon, The God Who Saves: A Dogmatic Sketch (Eugene, OR: Cascade Books, 2016), 95
[9] 1 Clement, chapters32 and 33.

15 July 2018

When We No Longer Believe



Psalm 27 and Acts 16:25-34

Eighth Sunday after Pentecost

“What must I do to be saved?” the jailer asked, trembling in fear. “Believe on the Lord Jesus,” Paul and Silas answered, “and you will be saved, you and your household” (Acts 16:31).  Believe on the Lord Jesus.  All you need do is believe.  Belief is the ticket, the key to the door that leads to salvation.  How many times have we heard similar words from countless evangelists and revivalist preachers?  Perhaps that’s how you came to Christ, perhaps that’s how you came to believe.  In a moment of decision, you gave your life to Christ, you first believed on him, and everything changed.

Or—maybe, not.  Perhaps there was no moment of decision, no altar call at a tent meeting.  Perhaps you always knew that God loved you and that you believed in God and believed in Jesus.  Perhaps you grew up in the church and belief came naturally.  That was my experience growing up in the church.  I joined the church in ninth grade.  I took my public profession very seriously, but, in many respects, I was going through the motions with my peers.  I was sincere.  I confessed my belief in Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior, and I remember that  amazing moment when I was finally allowed to share in Communion, to taste the bread and drink the cup.  But, years later, I felt that I needed to make a more personal, public confession.  I really had to declare my belief, in a moment of decision that was truly mine.  We were on a family vacation in the mountains of Kentucky, and I noticed that a local church—Plum Creek Baptist Church in Taylorsville—was having a revival all week.  So, I went by myself one night, and then the next, and on that night, I responded to the altar call, walked down the aisle, and made a public confession of faith.  It was very moving.  Looking back now, it appears that I was an odd young adult, and I’m not really sure what that was all about.  My understanding of belief and the faith, today, are certainly very different.

The story of Paul and Silas in prison is dramatic, moving, powerful.  But I think one should be cautious about building an entire theology of belief on Acts 16:31, “Believe on the Lord Jesus and you will be saved.”  And while many do come to belief through altar calls and revivals or through life-changing moments of decision, I think we need to be cautious here, too. This text appears to place the onus of responsibility for salvation upon the individual to decide, to choose, to believe.  This view places too great a burden upon belief—because what happens, when, inevitably we entertain doubts or have our suspicions, or when we enter into a dark night of the soul and God is nowhere to be found?  What happens when we can no longer believe, or no longer believe the way we once did?  What then? 

Perhaps it’s worse for us Protestants.  As a Presbyterian, I grew of hearing that we Protestants stress faith over works and that “those” Roman Catholics privilege works over faith.  I was told that we can’t earn God’s favor through good deeds or good works.  We know these words from Ephesians, “For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast” (Ephesians 2:8-9).  Yes, we are saved by grace, but faith in that grace is also required—and that’s up to me. Faith, belief is what is required.  That’s what I was taught.  My full belief was required in order for grace to be activated, which meant there was no room for doubt.  Doubt was a slippery slope which could lead the way to unbelief, thus putting my salvation at risk. 

Then, at Princeton Seminary, I sensed that something was wrong in all of this.  My desire to have complete faith, to fully believe had become an unbearable burden.  Then it dawned on me: belief itself had become a work—I was trying to “save” myself through my efforts of believing!  And then my world was blown open reading Romans 3 one evening in my room, room 406 in Alexander Hall.  It was verse 26, “God is righteous and that God justifies the one who has faith in Jesus.”  But the Greek isn’t so straightforward. It could be translated another way, “God is righteous and that God justifies the one who has the faith of Jesus.”[1] Faith in Jesus versus faith of Jesus Christ.  Everything hangs on that preposition.  Faith in Jesus requires something from me, something that I have to do. The faith of Jesus refers to something done for me, which I’m invited to receive and accept, invited to affirm Christ’s faith, accepting his faithfulness, which has been imputed to me.  Christ’s faith/faithfulness becomes activated in me when I accept this to be true.  Whether I believe it or not is a moot point; it’s Christ’s faithfulness that has already saved me.  Prior to this, grace was a theological idea that I understood conceptually, that I could intellectually assent to, but then it became real for me, it became an inner experience at that moment.

One of the topics I was asked to preach on this summer is what happens when we lose our belief in God and Jesus.  I’m not sure what is meant by “what happens” in the question.  Is there anxiety around losing faith?  Is there anxiety over the waning of belief and the state of one’s soul after one’s death?  If one believes that salvation is contingent upon belief, then lack of belief, loss of belief would generate a crisis of considerable anxiety and fear.  Then, to remedy the situation, you would have to either do whatever it takes to shore up your belief, reaffirm what you believe or, failing that, full of doubts, reject belief altogether and become an agnostic or atheist or whatever. There are many ways we can go with this question, but I want to focus on the problem of belief itself.

Somewhere in the long history of the Church we moved from understanding the Christian life as an ongoing experience of the risen Lord to the Christian life as subscribing to particular beliefs about Christ.  A lived, dynamic, transforming experience devolved into a concession of beliefs and ideas about Christ that one needs to confess—or else.  Getting the ideas/beliefs right mattered most.  Over time, the faith became overly intellectualized, and overly rationalized (especially in Protestant/Presbyterian circles).  And in evangelical/fundamentalist communities, the obsession over belief is even worse, and has seriously distorted the nature of the faith.  The Christian philosopher, Peter Rollins argues, “Once the truth affirmed by Christianity is approached as an object to contemplate”—that is, once it is placed “out there” at a distance and  objectified, turned into a series of ideas that we scrutinize, debate and argue, and then decide whether or not we think it’s true, based upon what we consider rational—“it is treated as something that can be tested in the same way as any other propositional claim.”[2]   As a result, “the truth affirmed by Christianity ends up being treated like any other set of factual claims, claims that are provisional and open to being proven wrong.” This way of understanding Christian truth places it on “very tentative and fragile foundation.”[3] 

When we reduce Christian truth to ideas, we can say, “I believe in God” or “I believe Jesus was the Son of God” or “I believe Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior,” and think that’s good enough.  Then we can go about living our life, with little or no evidence that such confessions have made any difference.  This is called functional atheism.

Jesus wasn’t a philosopher who came with new ideas to form a new religion.  As the embodied Word of God, he offered himself, the totality of his life given in love, through a deep relationship with the people who followed him. Those who followed him and believed in him—or, better than belief, those who trusted in him (the language preferred by John’s Gospel)—were implicated in their faith, they were immersed in it, they were overwhelmed by it.  They were too busy living it, experiencing it, to be worried about belief.  When we talk about belief, we’re several steps removed from the core, originating experience.  The Christian life is not essentially a belief system, it’s a way of life rooted and grounded in the experience of love.

There was a time when I thought knowing what we believe and why was enough. There was a time when I thought getting the ideas right, getting the theology right was the cure for what ails the Church. I’m not so sure today.  Don’t get me wrong, ideas matter, good theology matters.  There’s a lot of loopy theology out there in the Church these days that’s doing considerable damage and inflicting great harm.  

What I’ve come to know, though, is this: Tending belief is high-maintenance.  Beliefs require verification.  Proof.  Then defense. It requires protection. Defending belief involves argument.  Then we get into debate.  Soon, we’re in the belligerent world of beliefs. What I’ve found in the belligerent world of beliefs is that for these folks, belief has little to do with the reality and experience of God, they frequently lack love and grace and compassion.  Instead, the obsession over belief has more to do with embattled egos, beliefs that have become the extensions of frightened egos, beliefs used as weapons by terrified egos against people or ideas that appear threatening.  All of this has absolutely nothing to do with the gospel. 

The Swiss psychiatrist Carl Jung (1871-1961) understood this. Writing near the end of his life, he said, “Belief is no adequate substitute for inner experience, and where this is absent even a strong faith which came miraculously as a gift of grace may depart equally miraculously.”[4]  The world has grown tired of beliefs.  The world knows the costly price of dogmatic assertions and fundamentalisms of every kind.  And the world has lost faith, is quickly losing faith in what the Church believes because the Church fails to really embody it—incarnate it, enflesh it—in its practice.

So what happens when we no longer believe in God or Jesus?  I, personally, don’t think one’s salvation is at risk. That’s my view—and, I’m not suggesting that it should be yours (of course).  So, don’t call the heresy police on me.  I do think, though, that I’m on pretty good theological ground. 

I agree with Peter Rollins who cautions against turning God, or even Jesus, into an idea or fact, into an ideology that we subscribe to intellectually.  “God is not a problem to be solved,” he says, “but rather a mystery to participate in.”[5]  With this claim, he’s intentionally riffing on Soren Kierkegaard (1813-1855) who said, “Life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced.”  I’ve come to sense that God is the Ground upon which we live out and struggle with our beliefs and doubts.  God desires that all people come to experience the goodness of the Ground, the one in whom we live and move and have our being (Acts 17:28).  As we saw in Jesus’ life, God desires that we enter in the fullness of life in and through a dynamic, relationship with God, it’s the relationship that matters most.  This is what the heart desires.  We hear it in the cry of the psalmist, “‘Come,’ my heart says, ‘seek his face!’  Your face, LORD, do I seek. Do not hide your face from me” (Psalms 27:8-9). So that whether we believe in God or not, God still believes in us.  You might have lost touch with Jesus, but he has never lost touch with you.  Your path might have taken you far from the courts of the Lord, you might be wracked by sin and shame and regret, overwhelmed by doubt and anxiety and fear, but God knows where you are, for there is no where we can flee from God’s presence, even if we feel like we’re living in hell (Psalm 139:7-9).  “Where can I go from your spirit?” the psalmist asks.  We are being held by a love that will never ever let us go.  Paul asked, “What can separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord?” The answer:  Nothing!  Nothing!  Not even our unbelief.  This truth is the Ground, the Ground of the universe, the Ground upon which we can move confidently through this world. That Ground is always there, it holds us and hold us up—we just need to remember what we already really know.

So what if we are being held, despite our faith and our doubt? What if we’re held in our faith and our doubt?  What if we’re being held by God even when God feels very far away?  The Spanish mystic St. John of the Cross (1542-1591) knew this to be the case.  In his encounter with the absence of God, what he described as the “dark night,” he came to discover that absence is not really absent, and that the darkness if not really dark.  It was in the darkness that he discovered God’s abiding presence.  He came to love the darkness that hides the living God.  “Oh night thou was my guide/ Oh night more loving than the rising run/ Oh night that joined the lover to the beloved one/ transforming each of them into the other.”[6]  God holds us in our doubt.

The church can also hold our doubts.  When we stand to confess the creed, we stand for the entire church, even for those who cannot stand but want to. When we live out the faith, we are also bearing witness to Christ on behalf of those who can’t. We’re affirming the faith, being strong in our commitments, when people are wavering or doubting or have lost their way. God’s truth abides, whether we believe in it all or not.  The church remains being the church, and we will be here offering sanctuary whenever the prodigal returns home.

And sometimes our doubt and waywardness are simply a matter of forgetting.  We need help remembering who we are and whose we are.  We need help remembering what is always true.  We need help remembering what is already true.  God as Ground is always there.  God’s faithfulness is always sure.  We are not alone in this universe.  Nothing can separate us from the love of God.  The Holy Spirit is our companion along the way.  These are things we need to remember, to remember what is always true. Sometimes we just need help remembering what we already know or used to know.

There was once “a little girl, aged 3… the firstborn and only child in her family, but now the mother was pregnant again and the little girl was very interested in this pregnancy and very excited to have a new brother or sister.  Shortly after the parents brought her baby brother home from the hospital, the little girl approached her parents and made a request: She wanted some time alone with the new baby in his room with the door shut.  She wanted to ‘talk to him.’  The parents were understandably perplexed by this request and knowing something about how older siblings can feel quite angry at being displaced by the birth of new brothers or sisters, they were cautious.  However there didn’t seem to be anything [nefarious] in their daughter’s request and there was also an intercom in the baby’s room so they would know immediately if anything untoward was going on. 

The moment finally arrived and the little girl was shown into the baby’s room and the door closed, with both parents rushing nearby to the intercom to hear what this ‘conversation’ might be. They heard their little girl’s feet walking across the room; then there was a pause.  And then they heard her say to her three day old brother, “tell me about God; I’ve almost forgotten.”[7]




[1] This is just one of several places throughout Paul’s writings, especially in Romans, where “faith in Jesus” could also be translated “faith of Jesus.”  A good annotated version of the Bible, especially the Oxford Annotated New Revised Version, clearly notes these alternate readings.
[2] Peter Rollins, The Fidelity of Betrayal: Toward a Church Beyond Belief (Paraclete Press, 2008), 91.
[3] Rollins, 93.
[4] C. G. Jung, “The Undiscovered Self (Present and Future),” Collected Works of C. G. Jung, Volume 10 (Princeton: Princeton University Press, 1978), par. 521.
[5] Peter Rollins, The Fidelity of Betrayal: Towards a Church Beyond Belief (2008)
[6] St. John of the Cross, “The Dark Night,” variant translation by Loreena McKennit, “The Dark Night of the Soul.”
[7] Recounted in Marcus Borg, The Heart of Christianity: Rediscovering a Life of Faith (San Francisco:  Harper, 2004), 113.



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